Anyone who knows me well knows that I battled with food and my body for years. I struggled with bulimia for over a decade, starting when I was twelve. My eating disorder was in many ways a coping mechanism in response to trauma, but early programming around food didn’t help. …...Read More

“You are here for a short span of eternity and will one day, perhaps soon, be called to join the cosmic mix,” writes Rico Provasoli This morning the last Christmas cactus blossom on my dining table withered before dropping from its branch. I have had this particular house plant since …...Read More

“Sit with it. Instead of drinking it away, smoking it away, sleeping it away, eating it away, or running from it. Just sit with it. Healing happens by feeling.” ~Unknown I had no idea I had so many feelings until four years ago. I became sober and immediately started overflowing …...Read More

Drawings by Atit from a journey to Egypt and America in the late 70’s The two years preceding my meeting with Osho were very intense and decisive for the course of my life, and the drawings I painted during that period show my still-unconscious inner quest. It all started in …...Read More

In Part 2 of his notes, Saten reminisces on the faithful machines used for all farming chores Hawaiian Prasad played such an integral role in our Surdas truck farm. He found and adapted equipment to work in our permanent raised bed system of organic farming we used. There was almost …...Read More

When the doorbell rings I always put on my coat… When the doorbell rings I always put on my coat. Depending on who’s at the door, I am just on my way out, or have just come home. I want to die peacefully in my sleep like my grandfather. Not …...Read More

“It is not like dropping clothes – it is as if one’s skin is being peeled off. Your past is all that you know you are.” Osho, right now, here, I could drink you, share in your Buddhahood, but I don’t. Day after day, I don’t. Beloved Osho, is our …...Read More

by Subhuti It is dark when I wake up. What time is it? Blindly, I grope around the bed for my watch and a pocket-sized flashlight, find them, and peer across the pillows. It’s 6:30 in the morning. Interesting. I switched off my alarm last night, thinking to sleep in, …...Read More

This month’s horoscope by Phoebe with quotes by Osho; “Dance with existence! Live it, be it and allow it to happen in its total mystery within you!” Phoebe would like to point out that we all have all the twelve zodiac signs in our horoscope – some with planets in …...Read More

A timeless piece by Rashid he wrote in the mid-noughties A damp snow falls across the English fields outside my room obliterating distinctions. Inside I stoke the cooking range and put potatoes in the oven. Who knows what magic and what mysteries these years with Osho have accomplished. Three weeks …...Read More